Archetypes

 https://www.carolspearson.com/archetype-pages/seeker-archetype

https://www.jcf.org/post/myth-understood-the-archetype-of-the-seeker-ex-machina?mc_cid=8f5a143077&mc_eid=a044939049

Rawness

 https://www.loudersound.com/features/how-with-teeth-saved-nine-inch-nails-career

I want to capture this rawness and this rise of artistry, just really getting angsty

I want to go to Kansas City where I'm not going to get into a car accident

I was trying to see the new hip bookstore and the traffic was just unbearable, and I took a side street thinking I could Circle the block but then I couldn't

There was another event going on in that street so try to go back to that street and then I couldn't see down the way because of all the cars parked

I was so paralyzed I couldn't even back my car up as I knew a car was coming and I know I might get hit all I was doing was just standing there still watching the car hit me

Alamo drafthouse

 I need to write its own little piece of writing because it really broke my heart. There will never be something that I see could mimic what the Alamo Drafthouse was on Main Street.

Look for ephemera

 Take some of the ephemera that I've collected from movie theaters as well as look for other ephemera, including movie tickets, and scan and write about them. It's my documenting for the experience. I was raised up in the souvenir era everything is a souvenir what that word comes from memory

Also the popcorn carrier craze is just an extension of the popcorn movie Bucket an extension of what a collectible is.

to do

 Double feature, movie theater crawl, writing in the lobby, interviews, 

Trip to hollywood

Reminders

 There's an anxiety that comes when you're thinking of the large project. Just like I compartmentalize time and work, I have to remember that the ritual that will get me to the place of writing, the books that I will use during my journey for creativity, for just having the time and space to do all of this is like having a huge support system of other writers. And maybe that is something I will include in my writing that the support system that writers provide is an appeal to books. To movies. To poetry.

Daredevil post

 https://youtu.be/7-g0c9n_HsM?si=BXqTVsCKeVgamrqc